Last days in Brisbane

Well this is my last days here, bring such a lot of mixed feelings, not the way I wanted it to end, but it is out of my control. What ever family ties there were is getting severed in the last few days. Enough of that, a new life is waiting, and that is what I want to concentrate on, it is much more important to me, than to dwell on the past, nothing to gain in that. 

Start to a new year.

Well we are into the new year full of optimism  and goals, we hope to achieve. Christmas and new year pass uneventfully as usual. Queensland is having the worst floods in decades, roads cut every were, and north Queensland running short on food supplies, down to buy what you can get, not what you want.
My need to get away from here is getting more desperate by the day, just have to start fresh. I have now decided to change my name legally, will do so soon, as it's a major  intrical  part of my journey, I believe.
I have in all my years  never find my self in a position were I can't talk to people, simply because of my action, but then that is me, and it's not a position I ever  want to find my self in either, embarrassing to say the least.
I am now on the count down, four more weeks, and I will be out of Brisbane, leaving beautiful friends behind, but start a new life, some thing I so badly need, and meeting new friends, can't say how much I am seeing forward to that.  
Well have seen the worst flooding in Brisbane with numerous lives lost, and a massive repair bill mounting by the day. The rain won't leave us alone, it's the wet season up here, can expect a lot more.
My name change are now paid for, so it's just a formality, and a certificate. I am relieved and happy getting my life together, and even more complete.